I CAN'T LET HIM GO

could I say something for the last time you are here?
I know you very close only in 2 days, but I don't know why I can feel this.

STUPID!
yes, I'm so stupid

we never met, but when we are so close just from messages ... I can feel something different.
he makes me cry. no, he didn't make a mistake, but he made me love him.

and why I must feel like this when he will go to Netherland, tomorrow.
I couldn't say anything. I want to come to the airport to see him and say the last words for him.

actually, I can't let him go

What do you think if you were I?
should I say to him what I'm feelin'?

tomorrow is the last day of him to stay here in Jakarta.
God, can you help me please?
i don't know what to do.

maybe, these lyrics can tell him what I'm feelin' now.

He was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Oh I guess I should have told him
But I thought he knew

He said I took him for granted
Last thing I would do
Oh I'll never understand it
'Cause I thought he knew

I thought he knew
My world revolved around him
My love light burns for him alone
But he couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known

A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken
Oh I thought he knew

yes. I wish someday he will know that I'm waiting here