WHICH ONE?

God.. please I hope it can be happen for twice.
what's wrong in my heart?
is there something had been missing in my life?
I think, my life was change. it is not like usual.

I still couldn't understand with my feeling and my statement to someone.
GREAT! what the fucking it is..
between of 2 guys that I like.
One is from Indonesia but he continue his study on netherland and the 2nd guy is from Thailand.

if someone ask me, which one do you like? or which one do you want to be your boyfriend?
I can say, I want the first guy which is he is an Indonesian too like me. but, I don't want to "MUNAFIK"..cause I like my Thailand guy too.

from My Indonesian Guy, I learn so much .. we are same at all, complete for each other. (I don't know if he can feel like that or not?)
from My Thailand Guy, I learn something new. I like photography, Learn about to keep dream so high and reach it. and we have a same hobby: TRAVELING.

but from their personality, the one who I like the most is My Indonesian Guy.
if you ask who has the charming face? .. I thought that both of them are not charming at all, but they're so cute and kind. I can choose one of them.

so, perhaps everyone judge me that I'm greedy .. but I don't know, I can't choose who is the best for me.
I don't know what their feeling to me (in this time not in the past)

fiuh! sometimes, we can choose everything what we want easily. but sometimes we can't choose something important for our life and our future.

see you.. in the next story of me ..